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上禮拜週末澄清湖研習回來，
才剛上線，Eve 就問我看完CSI了沒？
我說我才剛抓，還要兩個鐘頭才完成，
再給我三個鐘頭。

說真的，我們對CSI都不似以往那樣熱情，
會這樣讓她看完就急著找人講，除了Butterflied或Nesting Dolls(還是Committed?)以外我想不起來還有哪集。
甚至連蜜蜂場求婚，也沒有讓我們覺得有必要再第一時間一起討論。

看完最後一段，
我能理解她會什麼一看我上線就想跟我討論。

那是一種揪心的難過。

你會很為莎拉心疼，很為她難過，但同時，你也知道，這樣的安排其實是"all for the best"

更甚至，編劇沒讓她領便當，還安排這樣的open ending 已經算很好心了。 Orz

而在知道那封道別信其實是 Jorja Fox 親自執筆寫的之後，
你再去聽那段，會更有感覺。
那是 Jorja, 在與這角色共處七年多之後，以她之口寫給Grissom 也寫給影迷的。


Gil,
You know I love you. I feel I've loved you forever.
Lately, I haven't been feeling very well. Truth be told, I'm tired.
Out in the dessert under that car that night,
I realized something and I haven't been able to shake it.

Since my father died, I've spent almost my entire life with ghosts.
We've been like close friends and out there in the dessert
it occured to me that it was time for me to bury them.
I can't do that here. I'm so sorry.

No matter how hard I try to fight it off,
I'm left with the feeling that I have to go.
I have no idea where I'm going, but I know I have to do this.

If I don't, I'm afraid I'll self destruct
and worse, you'll be there to see it happen.

Be safe.
Know that I tried very hard to stay.
Know that you were my one and only.
I'll miss you with every beat of my heart.
Our life together was the only home I've ever had.
I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I love you. I always will.
Goodbye.

即使到最後一刻，她還是那麼堅強地處理自己的問題，
She's a fighter till the end.

Thank you, Jorja, for the wonderful 7 years you had given me.

Another chapter has closed.
Goodbye, and good luck!



老葛看到她迎面走來的那個挑眉，真耐人尋味啊！
等了七年多，終於看到一個kiss，
雖然Sara 轉身的那表情，讓人心碎...
"Know that you are my one and only. I'll miss you with every beat of my heart. Our life together is the only home I've ever known."
聽了超感動的！！！
是說.......可惡，那場求婚戲是求好玩的喔！ >.<~